Day Dreaming

How great is our God

admin — Fri, 03 Sep 2010 13:04:06 +0000

What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand

主的喜樂是我力量

admin — Thu, 02 Sep 2010 12:00:02 +0000

茶道

admin — Sun, 29 Aug 2010 05:38:55 +0000

茶道は、表面的なものではない。相手の事を考えて、きちんと準備して、自分の気持ちを伝えるのは、茶道の最も深い意味である。

The lovely bones

admin — Thu, 26 Aug 2010 05:41:45 +0000

A movie that illustrates a murdered 14 years old girl watches her mourning family usually has “live a good life and love your family as you can” idea behind. Actually it reminded me of one of my favorite book writer in the past, I occasionally have dreams those are so real and so unreal. The real part is that I do not know that I’m actually dreaming, and the unreal part is that I seems to get out from one place and fall into another place continuously, where none of those places makes sense for me.(the real horror is actually the unknown?) That is why when I was watching the lovely bones, that very same kind of feeling occurred to me.

One of my weakness is that It is too easy for me to substitute myself with the main character of a movie/drama/game. Which means I became as depressed as Susie when I found out that she’s dead and alone. One hour passed since I watched the movie, and I’m still in a depressed and helpless state. Hate myself to be so “thoughtful”!!!

….AM I?

空

admin — Wed, 25 Aug 2010 12:13:43 +0000

昔の油絵みたい。

小さいお祈り、大きい恵

admin — Tue, 24 Aug 2010 12:41:44 +0000

１．小さいお祈り、大きい恵
２．これでキレてもいいですか？ – この番組が面白い！日本人は、毎日もそのような我慢しているかと驚いた-_-….

最近書けるものが少ない！毎日も家＋会社の往復の生活、電車で人間を観察するしか何もできない！TAT

ひまわりが可愛い。。教会に行く途中で見た。

I want to be your testimony!

admin — Sat, 21 Aug 2010 02:31:23 +0000

My bible reading was about King David today.David really sets a good example for all christians. He asks for permission from God for everything he does, when he’s in trouble, he would always pray first. Before we know God, we are too used to think and decide by ourselves. And this bad habbit continues even after we are children of God. I like how Phil said:”We are never 100%, only God is 100%”.There’s a sence of insecurity merges inside me worrying about my future frequently. I love to listen to other people talking about how they are in a miserable situation and prayed then saved by God, but I barely enjoy to be that person myself. When things happen not according to my expectation, but it somehow reaches the same good ending, it is more likely for me to admit that it’s really God’s work. He trains us to be strong, at the same time he wants to give the best to us, that is God’s wisdom and his plan.

When I was praying this morning, one sentence came to my mind.

”I want to be your testimony , father. I want to be like one of those people who are able to talk about your wonderful doings in my life. I’m not naturally talented, clever or lucky, I’m here because you are my God. It’s all because I’m on your shoulder, I can see.”

“no, I prayed!”

admin — Fri, 20 Aug 2010 01:38:10 +0000

1.Considering Christians’ lives, it is a triangle between me, you and God. When we both are running toward God, even though there might be no communications between us, we are closer and closer.

2.I’m amazed how God listen to my prayer, change something big just for me. There was a “hanabi” event in harajuku last night, which was the last hanabi event held in Tokyo, I was looking forward to it a lot. However the weather report shows a raining sign after 6pm(the hanabi event starts at 7.30). When I saw that, I started to pray in my heart.

It turned out to be sunny for the whole day, at 7.30, the weather was unbelievably clean. Which I might be able to say that in all terms, it might be the most beautiful night over the past one month. My colleagues played jokes on me ” the weather is cursed by Faye”, I replied,

“no, I prayed!”

But it was such a small prayer. It’s like a kid says to his parents not to send him to school, not hoping to change the situation, just manifest his own feelings, and have a 1% faint hope of it becoming true. But my God is faithful. My father saw how i was looking forward to this event, he cleared the sky, and everything was beyond my expectation.

loved paper cutting since i was young.

the unfolding process is especially exciting.

めまい

admin — Wed, 18 Aug 2010 12:13:50 +0000

貧血が酷くなったかなー。

最近電車で本を読んだとき、めまいが出てきた。

今日は本を読んだだけでなく、音楽を聴いていたために、途中眩めくて読むことをやめるしかない。

子供の時から食べ物に煩くて、野菜をあまり食べなかった。自分は、２０歳以前死ぬにちがいないと思い込んだ。無地に２５になって、４０歳ごろ死ぬかなー。こんな不健康な状態を続くと。

めまいのもう一つの理由は、読んでいた本のせいと思う。JILLの努力によって、TOBYがいよいよ中風から治った。しかし、しばらくすると、再び中風して、今度こそ治る可能性がないと言われた。JILLが昔の恋人DAVIDと出会って、すべての誤解が解けられて、DAVIDと結婚したくなった。しかし、TOBYはまた生きている―ただ、動けなくて、話せなくなった。JILLは、TOBYが速く死ぬと望んでいる。DAVIDとJILLの恋がTOBYに知られて、それからJILLが毎日も恐ろしい夢を見てしまった。動けないTOBYは彼女の側にいる、”あなたを殺す”と言っている。

また読みきってないが、小説の結末は、二人が同じ時間に死ぬかもしれない。

Toby Temple

admin — Tue, 17 Aug 2010 13:33:25 +0000

Toby Temple is a super star and a super bastard, if you are on fire, he would sell you water.
Then he got a major stroke, it seems to be the best conclusion for his massed up life.

- I was reading a novel, I don’t really agree with the author’s way of thinking, but the story itself is interesting…

I just wanted to write something.

because I do like Toby

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